GAH

I don't know how it happened, but I've just lost a friend. It wasn't hard apparently, all you've got to do it send them an email saying how unhappy you are and bamm it's done. I wasn't trying to get rid of him, but apparently he wasn't going to change a thing. And now I've screwed it up for everyone else too. No more group activities, including Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire on Friday.

How well did I fuck that up! I mean now...he mentioned suicide, just like another friend I had. When things get tough apparently its a good time to bail. Oh and he also wanted to stop going to classes because of me. Instant fail right there. I feel like an ass, for telling the truth.

Also apparently my boyfriend is going to side with me...which means that he'll probably cut himself off from him too. What a glorious end...I mean beginning to a day. I feel so shitty, not only am I tired but I'm also a shit head. I wonder how many times I can use words like this. I'm almost to the point of the weatherman. "Fuck, Dildo, Fuck" oh weatherman.

Anyway I think I should go to bed. I am getting sleepy.